08.08.06----------The boy who called "MINE"

Today is a pivotal day in my life.
Again I face bitter reality as I see what has happened to me again. Used,Betrayed,Again. No. I think I have to see this from another angle. Is it them or me? It must be me. How can so many use me and then run away from me. Disown me as if they don't even know me. It is my fault because all through my life I have met people and jugded them as my friends. Name them as someone who I could rely on. The ones who can help me. Didn't I help them. Didn't I. On this day of mourning, I sit here wailting for the people who would never come. How long can I lie to myself looking at the door waiting for someone. No one will come. NO ONE!!!!!


Dear diary, I make another entry
CONFUSED?